I'm helpless and can't reach anyone literally when I really in need.
Women would be strong bold if they are lonely.
But what if I don't wanna be bold?
Or I would be stronger if I only belong to myself?
I hope I'm still a little girl who can cry against my mother's knees.
I wanna keep on this quite and peaceful life, keep on learning in my room and smile to people outside with nothing else to interrupt this security, with no time for boredom and with no future to be worried about.
I just want it simple.
If, I say if, I would get married after 30, I'm afraid that I can't smile as delightedly as what I can do it now. I can't be the best of me as I'm now.
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