keeping it

I met a Spanish girl here in Hong Kong with the same age as me. Looking at her experience that studied in France for one year, from Span to another country of Europe for work, and then went to Beijing to learn Chinese, studying her master degree in HK now, I’m proud of her. She told me, you have your own choice. She’s still on her way. I’m not as persistent as her although I try to keep my own ego. Little by little, I compromise to some extent in order to keep pace with the majorities. It’s certainly frightening when I feel I’m left behind. Living with such a down turning economic, lack sense of security and uncertain about future are facts that needn’t to be written or argued. Keeping it at least ensures our surviving. Keep my space although in the enviroment of finding job hard.

We are not hurried to pair off if we are not prepared, but we do need to have ourselves first to prepare for pairing off.

乱

我承认自己最近有点乱，出现了不下十桩乱七八糟的棘手事情。现代都市中的闹剧一幕幕上演。
乱到一肚子的心情找了人却说不出口。在郁郁中进入睡梦。
乱到早上一早被隔着欧亚大陆的一个电话把我从睡梦中惊醒。
乱到同时没过多久被在地球某一板块传来的某席话惹到我哭。
带着泪痕在茶水间做饭， 还思忖着， 在这个鸟地方，如果我要找个人出来说一下午的罗嗦话， 要找一个人递上纸巾盒让我哭一场，要找一个人在我生病的时候帮我排队挂号（想到贴心的小N）， 有么？
有，但是不在香港。。。。。拿着Quatitative Research 的书对着SPSS，不由自主地继续走神状态。
小女子我很想用不雅的上海话诅咒下，不过还是采取了很文明的方式。
于是今天我破天荒地采取各种电话语音连线方式，使用了skype到电话，skype到skype,msn到msn，qq 到qq,手机对固话，手机对手机。 对着所有大门永远能为我敞开的人，投向了怀抱。

Susu永远是我的忠实观众，小N永远能彼此扶持，YO最愿意和我分享和调侃，S是我唯一能帮忙照顾父母的好兄弟。豆腐是远在远方却像蜜糖一样甜。还有我的广东话老师～。拿起电话，却又舍不得让你们听我的乱七八糟。。。。

Fallen我自己永远还是只会对着自己哭的小刚度～憋到一定程度要小作一下。茶水间里的荷兰MM在画她的art的作业。 感叹一下，其实我已经将自己的艺术天赋完全埋没，其实我可以做的很好。。。。之后所能做的，把所有乱七八糟全部清空，投入最后一个多月的黑暗生活。。。

Actually, I just updated my status on Facebook to describe Hypocratically How Wonderful The Day is...

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kind of busy and anxious especially when I see my schedule posted in front of my desk.
But all of a sudden, they are gone when I am rambling outside in this beatiful campus.
Breath deeply and say, "It's strange I'll be here alone but feel good."
Andy's right, I prefer being alone but sometimes fear of lonely.
Life is amazing when you bump into some one you have never been meant to meet.
I'm lucky.
几句话的功夫，你便能知道你与这个人是否真的投契。
我在试图克制自己不再去用“可爱”一词去赞赏我觉得好有趣的男孩。
我隔壁那个荷兰女孩肯定很郁闷，她说了一个我从来没听到过的单词，之后便彼此在心中感叹，她说第二外语不怎地。。。