New Start Over- Survive in Hong Kong

Packed and unpacked, I finished one of my significant moving- moving out of student residence, say second good bye to my second residence place with mountain view.

The real life is starting from here, an old building , an old room with old furniture.

My whole study year was very lucky to live in the 2 of these beautiful campus over the mountain with fresh view and breathing.

Most important of all, enjoy the room of my own for a whole year, peaceful, stable,and take my own time.

Things would be change I think when I finish all the credits and running out of money, the real thing I can do from now on is to survive myself in Hong Kong.

First thing is to own my room in an old building , but extremely convenient to everywhere, not to mention that there're 2 surpermarket and 2 grocery and 1 bank below it.

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小麻烦

有些人,天生活着就是给人带来不断的小麻烦,大麻烦的. 找事儿的，自寻烦恼的，给别人带来烦恼的，绞尽脑汁折磨人的。

有些人,宁可累着自己,也不想去劳烦别人。

有些人，不累自己，也不劳烦别人。

最精明的人是在最恰到好处的时候以最佳的方式，为自己索取利益。

第一种人自己轻松了,落下的是被人怨恨的臭名。 是我毕生痛恨的。

后三者，无论累着自己与否， 都可以收到相应的欢迎

baseline还是，自己怎么开心怎么活，别人怎么说管它呢。

对于Fallen，最base的，起码不能影响我入睡，不能吵醒我的睡眠，不能条件地烦我，则必定恨之，谴责之，敬而远之。。。

anyway , Fallen 从来骂不来人。

Helpless

I'm helpless and can't reach anyone literally when I really in need.
Women would be strong bold if they are lonely.
But what if I don't wanna be bold?
Or I would be stronger if I only belong to myself?
I hope I'm still a little girl who can cry against my mother's knees.
I wanna keep on this quite and peaceful life, keep on learning in my room and smile to people outside with nothing else to interrupt this security, with no time for boredom and with no future to be worried about.
I just want it simple.

If, I say if, I would get married after 30, I'm afraid that I can't smile as delightedly as what I can do it now. I can't be the best of me as I'm now.

The first going back to SH

It has been for 8 months.

keeping it

I met a Spanish girl here in Hong Kong with the same age as me. Looking at her experience that studied in France for one year, from Span to another country of Europe for work, and then went to Beijing to learn Chinese, studying her master degree in HK now, I’m proud of her. She told me, you have your own choice. She’s still on her way. I’m not as persistent as her although I try to keep my own ego. Little by little, I compromise to some extent in order to keep pace with the majorities. It’s certainly frightening when I feel I’m left behind. Living with such a down turning economic, lack sense of security and uncertain about future are facts that needn’t to be written or argued. Keeping it at least ensures our surviving. Keep my space although in the enviroment of finding job hard.

We are not hurried to pair off if we are not prepared, but we do need to have ourselves first to prepare for pairing off.

乱

我承认自己最近有点乱，出现了不下十桩乱七八糟的棘手事情。现代都市中的闹剧一幕幕上演。
乱到一肚子的心情找了人却说不出口。在郁郁中进入睡梦。
乱到早上一早被隔着欧亚大陆的一个电话把我从睡梦中惊醒。
乱到同时没过多久被在地球某一板块传来的某席话惹到我哭。
带着泪痕在茶水间做饭， 还思忖着， 在这个鸟地方，如果我要找个人出来说一下午的罗嗦话， 要找一个人递上纸巾盒让我哭一场，要找一个人在我生病的时候帮我排队挂号（想到贴心的小N）， 有么？
有，但是不在香港。。。。。拿着Quatitative Research 的书对着SPSS，不由自主地继续走神状态。
小女子我很想用不雅的上海话诅咒下，不过还是采取了很文明的方式。
于是今天我破天荒地采取各种电话语音连线方式，使用了skype到电话，skype到skype,msn到msn，qq 到qq,手机对固话，手机对手机。 对着所有大门永远能为我敞开的人，投向了怀抱。

Susu永远是我的忠实观众，小N永远能彼此扶持，YO最愿意和我分享和调侃，S是我唯一能帮忙照顾父母的好兄弟。豆腐是远在远方却像蜜糖一样甜。还有我的广东话老师～。拿起电话，却又舍不得让你们听我的乱七八糟。。。。

Fallen我自己永远还是只会对着自己哭的小刚度～憋到一定程度要小作一下。茶水间里的荷兰MM在画她的art的作业。 感叹一下，其实我已经将自己的艺术天赋完全埋没，其实我可以做的很好。。。。之后所能做的，把所有乱七八糟全部清空，投入最后一个多月的黑暗生活。。。

Actually, I just updated my status on Facebook to describe Hypocratically How Wonderful The Day is...

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kind of busy and anxious especially when I see my schedule posted in front of my desk.
But all of a sudden, they are gone when I am rambling outside in this beatiful campus.
Breath deeply and say, "It's strange I'll be here alone but feel good."
Andy's right, I prefer being alone but sometimes fear of lonely.
Life is amazing when you bump into some one you have never been meant to meet.
I'm lucky.
几句话的功夫，你便能知道你与这个人是否真的投契。
我在试图克制自己不再去用“可爱”一词去赞赏我觉得好有趣的男孩。
我隔壁那个荷兰女孩肯定很郁闷，她说了一个我从来没听到过的单词，之后便彼此在心中感叹，她说第二外语不怎地。。。

horrified

I'm so horrified and sad when I know I can't see someone again probably...
Life is long but short if you won't see somebody any more. The time btw you 2 is just past...
I'm tearing over...

Fallen

I named Fallen.

Because I leaped hope that I can fly.
If otherwise, we just drop like a rock wondering the whole way down.
Why and hell did I jump?
Here I am falling, and there’s only one person who makes me feel like fly.

I hope that one has the same feeling as me.

Wish a beautiful year of Ox

I got up late today at my friend's home, we had a nice dinner last night. I feel great sense of gratitude today, because everyone here today is smiling. Even bus driver and passenger say blessing to each other on the bus. When I went by a temple, people went there for the first prayer for the New Year, and they are in a good order. I think that's why I like Hong Kong. :)

Hope faithfully

I just feel life is too good for me whenever I finish swimming and rambling on campus.
Nothing to fear because nothing I have at the moment except for hope.
I am able to swim as many turns I'd like now and even to swim in the deep water area.
We just try and try,wish and wish, when it comes true.
There's always a hope deep in my mind, no hurry to wait it to come true on condition that we hope it wholeheartedly.
I'm patient enough.
And I still hope there'll be a life long love in my life.

For the Chinese New Year of Ox, I hope new year bing us everything we wish for and everyone stuff their bellies good !

Gradually Change

I have thought I won't change a lot when I moved to Hong Kong, because I'm still a hard working girl and be nice to others.
I kept on my daily schedule to practice guitar, to read, to look for news, to practice Cantonese, and exercise every week.
But something does change in my mind especially in those doom days. I still hold my right hands by my left hands when I am sleeping, but the way I support myself have gradually changed.
I was no longer that little girl wherever I am, I was the lovely one who favored by elders.
Time is different; I am now an independent woman to love myself and to think into other people's places.

Cherish

It's too hard to get people close nowadays and everybody seems very busy.
Even the new technolgy make the world much more closer,and even there's a chance let us meet.
So we must cherish when we get closer,not to hurt, and once we stand close to each other, the world is good.

Hopefully Fallen

sick

This time I can't resist my illness. I got some cough after finishing my period, and went to Shenzhen the following day, and got fever when came back. I thought I recovered yesterday,but passed out when I had toothbrush this morning,feeling sick like the symptom of pregnant. Never had such feeling of illness before.

Maybe I just got too much sleep and frail. I'll make another resolution that I'll go to swim again after recovery. And Plus, I don't want to use facebook again, which makes me feel even more lonely. People intentedly keep distance with each other pretending they are very close-As said by a friend.
Everyone watch others' lives in the facebook but trying in vain for their own lives.

At least, I'm still a good student. I'll go on my routine and finish my daily plan on my bed....

a nothing moment can turn into something huge

It would be very dangeous and pains taking.
But an amazing result is waiting for us like butterfly effect which is worth the expectation.

I'm not a good girl

I seem obedient but I had lots of acts of rebellion.
I smile to everyone in the day, but lonely to myself at night.
I take healthy food but poisoned by chocolate and wine, a temporary feeling making up for love.
I am independent as it seems but I lack of security just because nothing can be dependent for the moment.
I’m ambivalent.
At least,I'm me.
But what the hell I am doing, I haven't been in a relationship for over 2 years.
That's not right thing for Fallen.Where's the girl who was dedicated?
What's scared on earth? No, it's just not in the right time and right place.
Anyway enjoy the single free life in Hong Kong which supposed to be very interesting.

At least, I'm a good student.

I do belive in Karma

I do believe in predestination because I met several tourists on Christmas Eve and today on the same train compartments in 2 different cities.
If we had the same destination, we can probably become friends.
Now I do believe in we shall meet again in the same city even if we may not have the same destination.
The alternation of the unexpected and expected objects does construct one surprise after another.

I don't know why I feel so good in another city, I mean a city not a country, because country sometime made me feel just a temporary evasion about the real life. But a new city blows me a new air and illusion that I have my new life starting here without any other distraction.

I am a city born and city bred girl, sometimes the city is too big and too crowded for me to tolerate. I have estimated before that Shanghai is 6 times bigger than Hong Kong and Hong Kong is the city 6 times bigger than Edinburgh- friend's Li jing's another city.

I prefer to live in a small city with high living quality but working in the different cities in this world is another better choice.